Unsleep Yourself

Something weird is happening to me. The exact time now is 3:23 am. And I've barely slept for less than 2 hours. When I went to sleep just now, I was really tired.

Now, I don't feel tired, sleepy, nor energetic at all. It's like my body gone completely neutral. And the time spent just now did not recharge my brain.

You know how you always dream not after you go to sleep, but rather, the moment before you wake up? Yeah that happened to me right after I went to sleeping mode. And around 10 dreams went through my head just now. So my brain was kinda messy and the details of my dreams are still fresh.

I sound like a whiny pre-teen Twilight fan.

Whoa!

Hopefully it's just raging hormones. Going to try and sleep now.

Winter Has Come

It's a rainy day on a busy Saturday. Shopping goers cursing at the fully parked sheltered areas. Drivers straining their legs - manual car users - to cope with the slow traffic.

It's nearly Christmas and everyone's doing last minute shopping. It seems like for the past few days, someone literally rained on enthusiastic Christians' parade.
But again, it's winter time and for us who only have 1 season, it seems appropriate for us, lucky enough, to have rains. So why not we just embrace the rain and just let it splash on us. Remembering childhood and the feeling of getting better after a minor fever. And maybe just take a sip of warm coffee and enjoy the symphony of rain.
Or just sleep all day.

Oh Life

It's funny how humans like to complicate life.
Assuming things out of own thoughts.
Smiling in front of a person, but a tiny smirk untraceable behind him or her.
A small gesture from a person will make another come out with any possible, or not so possible outcomes in their minds.
How a person try to fit in, when he himself is not fitting the right thoughts in him.
And how people were born with the ability to outcast people by appearances, and automatically accept others without a second thought.

Sometimes, most of the time actually, people will be better without this side in them. Life will be without secrecy and complications.
But I guess, some just love the dramas. Peace to little pieces of details in your life.

Life's Lesson 101

My mama always say, life is like a box of donuts. What you see is what you get. What you don't see, makes it more delicious.

Begins & Endings

As a series of life has ended. I keep in my memory what I had to - friends, happenings, progresses, reflections, the good times, the crazy times and even the bad ones.

And of course, the ones I do not need, unlike the others, I decided not to burn them because I am an environmental friendly good citizen. Yeah I'm a saint. So these big piles will be recycled. Good riddance.

Taking A Break

"So what if you don't excel in SPM?"

-my brief but informational dream-

Don't Kill Me For This

I suddenly have this racist thought.
You know the Middle East women always cover almost every part of their body except for their visions? What would their passport picture look like?