Eggs In Red

Last Year, Back Then

It's funny how time pass by really fast these days. Today I looked through my old files and saw these bunch of photos that I took last year, in class 4H, when I was smarter back then.

This was my class, a heck load of students crammed in one small lab (We were using labs as classrooms last year.) Sebastian was one of the students that no longer share the same class with me. His dramas and extra sensitivity to tickles still remain his trademarks.

And to think that I don't really know these guys back then. Yeah, the ones who stare intensely into each others eyes.

And one of the groups that shared the dumbest yet funniest jokes ever. Some of the jokes' on the long sleeves one. It's okay Jameson, I won't mention your name.

Among the trends that had died is pen spinning. And these drawings.Nah, I'm not that artistic to be able to create such art.

But still, there are somethings never change.
Like this field, Tay Wei Song, he still remains innocent despite some people's attempt to corrupt his mind. And... this guy.

Pre-Exam Concerns

My violin examination is this coming Friday.

I purposely skip school today just to practice my violin and, hopefully, increase the chances ofsucceeding at it.

Despite constantly reminding myself that it will go well and passing the examination with good marks, I can't help worrying about it. Mistakes keep popping up when I practice and no matter how many times I practice, they won't go away, be it a major mistake or a minor one. Not that getting on my nerves help at all.

I am here typing this out so that I can finally cast away this feeling. In order to settle a matter for good, one must spill out the problem first. After all, worrying is just like a painting.

It is created out of nothing. The only difference is that worry is not a good painting. Now, the worry is gone for good and even if it appears, confidence will be the dominating one.

Well, life is meant to be experimented.

I don't know why I typed that, but I know it will come to my senses one day soon.

Lazy Sunday

Breakfast in the afternoon? Looks like the Lazy Sunday syndrome struck me again =)

Have You Lived Your Future?

Do you ever have those moments when you just don't feel like doing anything? When that does do you feel you're wasting your time and the brightness of your future is dimmed bits by bits? Well the truth is, yes you are.

Sometimes I have that and it's hard to motivate myself even though I know it takes away 10 or 20 pages of revisions or a few exercises on the fingers to increase the smoothness in my musical pieces, making it sounds more appealing to passing by pedestrians or add a smile instead of a frown on the face of a friendly neighbour.At times like this I think to myself : Why not just think a lot when I do nothing?

It's true that we think a lot when we do nothing, be it during a boring class session or the second your mind wander off when you try to revise. But instead of thinking about being able to fly, the good life of the rich and famous, dating a Megan Fox, or skip the details of the date and just straight to the point.

Nope I'm talking about thinking about your past that you have buried deep inside of you. This is the time for you to dig it, don't matter the depth, even if the memory hurts or unease you. It might be the only time you have ever felt like that. Does the memory brings you to the first day or your schooling life? The first time you felt the chemistry and adrenaline rushed when you see a member of the opposite gender? Or for some people, the same gender. The embarrassing moments of life? When you try to look like others and end up looking like a dope?

Good, you're rediscovering yourself.

Or take the nothingness of the time, and paint your future? What you think of many times will eventually come to you. Some people call it Law Of Attraction, some call it the blessing of their God, some just call it plain luck. Any way you call it or doubt the power of it, this actually works if the thought is been repeated numerous times or your imagination is strong enough. Trying it will not hurt you nor it'll become the source of your retardation.

How you want your future to be? A spacious garage full with sleek, stylish and big cars? The ability to live a life of an endless spending on every clothes that you lay your eyes on? Or able to attract or socialize with anybody that you want? Or living the life of an everyday tourist, discovering the world?You can picture your future in any crazy or sensible way that you want, just don't choke yourself when doing so.I'm not trying to act matured, just a boy who doesn't want to feel he's wasting his youth when he's doing nothing =)

Question Of The Moment When You're Doing Nothing :
Have you lived your future?

Shampoo Tower

It's not very bizarre,
but definitely something you don't expect from a normal shampoo container.

Counting Nothing

I had another day of doing nothing and just loitering around my house. Seems like I've been getting a lot of procrastination these days. I even missed my cycling trip today. Which I was really looking forward for it. Someone needs to change his lifestyle real soon.

I hate getting these shitty days =( Don't mind the yellow shorts.